Tale of love and ego


My man, R, is a sensitive guy. I am also a sensitive guy. We love each other and the sex is amazing but we also tend to keep face. Today was such a day. A face lift day. Last night I fell asleep and didn't wake on time to our evening rendezvous. A very hesitant call to him followed and we decided to cancel. Today was payback time as he used very vague terms about meeting tonight. god I was pissed off with this funny way of getting back at me. Especially as i am looking forward to giving him the twin rings i got us. So we met for a coffee and had a chat that started angry and ended with desire. Love is such a tricky thing. Makes you wonder if casual non-commitment sex is better and then makes you as happy as can be. My fucken neurons are so confused.

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