Joshua Cactus

P is a guy with connections. Mostly connections in the porn and rent-boy industry. I am staying at his house in Fort Lauderdale and it's a very special house. First floor is cozy and inviting. Second floor is where the action happens. That's because P is the manager, scriptwriter, photographer and handy man of a live men sex site. Guys of all shapes and sizes (we are talking many inches) do their thing in front of the camera to the comments and remarks of paying viewers twice a week. On a large blue bed under the hot spotlights they come in, take off their cloths and party. All for 200$ an hour. Tonight we had a few of the employees (or models to use the professional tag) over for drinks and games. A bunch of gorgeous guys gathered, symbolizing the porn casts: the twinks, the muscle boy, the big Latino. Instead of the expected flirting around I just got curious. What makes a boy do porn? give escort services to men three times his age? After a few drinks and lots of chit chat I...

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A particularly nasty article at the NY Post had recently outed Dror Barak , aka Roman Ragazzi , a worker at the Israeli consulate in NY at day and a proud porn star at night . The publicity brought Barak to resign from the consulate. It makes me think of the many guys with decent abs that I have seen enter this money making flesh machine and about the cruel act of outing someone who has done nothing to deserve it. The ultimate gay man's fantasy is to proudly tell his buddies over drinks (martinis?) that he hooked up with a porn star. We all work our butts off to look like one. Those who actually take the dive and shag on camera sometime do it just to prove they can. I have nothing against, heck I wish sometimes I could do it myself. Ho w shallow. All those years of academia that I would trade for a contract with Titan Media . What a strange thing is the ego. As for outing, I believe its justified or even necessary when the outed is actively damaging the gay community and causes....

Oh My God. I never had better sex in my life. The guy who came up with two people in bed slightly intoxicated and highly motivated is a genius. Or if you wish the evolutionary cards were dealt particularly well for this specific couplet. If you have not experienced hours of passion with a man you couldn't have dreamed up yourself you have not experienced life.

Tomorrow is my last day at the hospital. It took a very strong will and a very broad back to endure long days and longer nights in the last 18 months. I am leaving a department where I felt at home. A different post will be dedicated to that next week. In the mean while enjoy this sexy back by Biron .

Just discovered this fantastic photographer Dylan Ricci . Almost on the verge of porn but still feels right.

Another thing of beauty from the french team.

Taken from Dieux Du Stade : Calendar 2007 . The best wall art I have and I keep telling myself he must be smart as well...